`Friday, March 04, 2005;__
i'm sick now. =[
i'm back again. i'm sick, i'm havin damn bloody moodswing.
this week not tt gd i wud say. i 'm really TIRED! imagine
urself marching under the hot sun or under the rain for
2 whole weeks from mon-fri. put urself in my position and
u will noe how tired i am. i really cannot tahan any more.
sometimes i wonder why ppl out there they r human too and
y do i have to suffer so much more compare to them.
well i guess nobody knows the feelins. is jus so unfair.
people can reach home at the most 4 plus. where as i reached home
at 7pm or even later! i'm really tired. i cant sleep well
at nite. i dunnoe y. i'm too stressed up. over the school works!
i have yet to finish the art which i supposed to finish few weeks ago.
i have yet to finish the maths worksheets and LOTS of
homeworks to be done!
had maths test today! i'm gonna fail tt FOR SURE! 3/5 of the
paper is blank! and the rest all anyhow do ! okay well lets not
tok abt maths anymore. i'm hopeless for tt. and i dunnoe how
am i gonna go through my life failing my maths everytime!
tt jus sucks. i cant do maths and I HATE maths! gettin me mad .
aint a gd day. i got mood swing due to some reasons. heh gals willl noe.
okay obviously i did scold those who irritates me! well not gonna
apologise cos i jus think tt they deserved the scoldins !
after schoold had band! okay and we go through tt 3 songs over
and over again jus for the comin chingay parade at jurong!.
and i've been sneezing the whole day long if u notice.
and my voice change! and i'm sufferin from sore throat and all tt shits!
i'm really dying mann. i'm gonna die really soon. very soon cos
i really cannot tahan no more. really gonna collape soon.
after band me and teng were lk draggin our whole body home.
we cant walk fast as we were TOO TIRED to do so. we jus dragged
our way to lrt. i really hate this type of life!
i gotta learn my chinese test for tml. and i will try to post often.
till then cyas. and frens pls do takecare of urself ! =] tc.
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 12:03 PM;__